a very touching song deticated to my lovely sis

felitsa ,,, played by YANNI

MY FIRST ROYAL MEETING IN THE GRAND HALL IN SQU

my ticket to Yanni`s concert last Wed 26\10\2011

i CaN`t StOp ThE HaLLuCiNaTiOn !~!~!

everything seems jumbled lately ... I lost my control and suddenly I found my self drowned in that deep motionless ocean ... nothing except the empty darkness was there ...

When I reached the surface ... everything seems clear & calm with a warm heat from that shining sun.

for whom I`ve missed ... I hope that my love would always be the thing that reminds you guys about me ... no matter how far is that place where my new life would start  ... our pure friendship is in my heart  ... I`m going to miss all the great time we all had for sure ... I`ll miss all the innocent smiles we all shared ... call it destiny ... call it fate ... but what I only can believe is that I found my soul-mates
 ....

A permanent fading ~ poem ~

A puffy dandelion catch my sight
Swinging smoothly on my right
While i tried to grasp a fading hope
It flowed away with no tears to mope

How poor is that tiny creature
With one grasp i destroyed its feature
And yet .. The pieces of my tiny creature flew
With one windy blow

Surfing randomly ... Searching for a clue
To solve the mystery gloom of dreaming
To search for the real meaning

It`s honorable to watch them all flying
No matter
How`s the weather

The tiny pieces survived
As i continued living my life

Their is no dead line for flying away with a thought ~

I always used to wonder about how few drops of pureness are wisely enough to heal a broken heart . In a way or another the hole dreaming thing has changed my personality & I finally can see clearly a lighted path , leading me to a faithful fate where the wise success is essentially useful .

~ their is no dead line for flying away with a thought ! ~

Untitled note ~

In that gloomy harvested road ... My misery stands , overwhelmed with all kind of feelings you could ever imagined ... I can transform it into something pure but what if my destiny refuses to change ?!!!
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I'll strat to arrange !



I'll stand proudly wherever my misery stands ... I'll kill that deep source of guilt wisely ... I'll search for an opportunity

~
Written by my Shade
Princess